Anyone with prolonged service knows what a weight this can be, and in a way I am glad you can finally take that off your shoulders. While your time as a staff member is at an end, I hope your time as a member of the community will persist long into the future (even if inconsistent, hah).In my later years, I faced some serious personal challenges, and the daily pressure to log in, serve the community, and support those who needed help became overwhelming.
Nonetheless, I wish you nothing but good fortune in your future endeavors.